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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

oh how i love thy xanga.

xanga, xanga, xanga.
what will i do with you?
i love xanga so much.
i just can't bear to let it go.
but i dont feel like checking it either.
the only reason im here is because myspace isnt working
damn myspace!
it corrupts people.
there's proof.


you know what would be cool?
to make a book out of xanga entries.
mmhm.
or like to.
go to my old ones and stuff.
and take all those posts and take all these posts and put them in order and maybe edit them.
and make a book.
maybe if i feel dedicated enough i'll do that.
hm.

bet no one'll read this.

leave me a comment if you dooooo.



Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i was thinking about how in.
'the lovely bones'
the mom has sex with len fenerman, the police sheriff.
and later she admits that it was so she could leave her husband, who she loved, more easily.

just thought i'd point that out.

 

however im done with all of this shit
i dont want to have anything to do with it anymore.

 

 

 

 

 

what i'm thinking is
i need to get a box.
and fill it up with all the things.
that remind me of patrick.
thats alot of things
but i think it will make it a little better for me.
i guess i should've done it a while ago.
but i'm too sentimental.
i need to find somewhere nice to store the box, though.
maybe in the attic/closet part of my mom's room.

yeah.


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

so
i.
blahghghbhrhahbhgh

i like xanga
and i want to use it
but by the time i get to it
i forget what i wanted to type aboutt.
and it makes me angry.

 

BLANKETS.
BY CRAIG THOMPSON.
READ IT, WHORES.

its a graphic novel
which is nerd speak for "very very big comic book"
its more than 500 pages long.

but its great.
i borrowed it from Jordan De-fucking-'Aeth
the kid hana is sending brass knuckles for.
hes ubercool.

 

i've totally forgotten what i wanted to write.

 

i can't regret
can't you just forget it?
i started something i couldn't finish.

&if we go down we go down together.
best friends means,
well best friends means.
&i've got a twenty dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me.


Saturday, April 29, 2006

backkkk-uh.

yeah.
i guess im going to use this periodically now.

im not sure what to write about at the moment
b/c i havent done anything today
except teach my brother how to play baseball
because he had his first game today
and he sucked.
like a sissy-girl.
so i taught him how to throw/catch/bat.

and he's progressed to sissy-boy
which is better than sissy-girl.

my brother will most likely be gay.
i bet you ten thousand dollars.


Monday, April 17, 2006

The Shower Scene.

it's funny how your 
worst enemies always seem to turn out to be all of your best friend's best friends
but i folded and i told these aren't things i saved to sink you but i folded, i told so draw or throw and i will explode it's time for you to choose the bullet or the chapstick "you are far too cute" or whatever he said every time i hear it i am wishing i was great i wished her, past tense, my best friend but i folded and i told these aren't things i say to save me but i folded, i told i hope she's caught in the explosion it's time for you to choose the bullet or the chapstick "you are far too cute" or whatever he said it's time for you to choose it's time for you to choose the bullet or the chapstick this is me in his room this is me in his room this is me in his room red, gold, i told we don't play fair red, gold, i told we never stand too close so i update this almost every single day for you i begin to hate you for your face and not just the things you do go tell him how my wrist is sore from pulling at your insides all night nothing that you do is new to anything or anyone but you



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